June 2, 2012

• family problems…

  I spent another horrible day in Brooklyn today…….my brother has done as predictaed has moved in with my dad and has added an addional level of stress.  He has been there one week and has created more problems in a few days than he has had since my mother died 2 months ago.  At least my father is on track, he is finally around to blaming my mother for dying and leaving him all of these problems…..Also, as usual after many days of paradise in this house, my wife and I are fighting like animals……all my fault beause the mounting stress is too damn much to carry……I am sure this all sounds like whinny complaints but if you had any idea of the f’n details….my complaints are an understatement…….

  this is going to kill me, emotionalyy destroy my daughter and ruin my marriage……all the things I have worked so hard for in life……..

  my mothe rused to wish her own son dead when she was alive and I was cnvinced that it was in desparation for the problems he had caused her…..but seeing more of his behavior first hand……now I think I finally belive that she was sincere in her wishes…..he is my bro and I love him….but he has a toxic existence and everything and every peorson he goes near is destroyed….

  ..:: dante lives ::..

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