April 22, 2012
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I’m back…..
it has been forever that I have been here…….but I think the time is right to be back, I have had a lot happen to me since the last time I have posted….and I am feeling that if I do not share my frustrations with someone my damn head is going to explode.
a few facts of the last few months….
I am getting old……in less than 1 year…I will be turning the big Four Zero…..
my brother is still on drugs…lies and lies and lies…..but certainly still uses….
my father has turned on me countless times….he is scared frail old man…driven by fear….never going to be me…
my mother has died of cancer……less than 1 month ago….3.31.2012…
my mother has also told lies to the bitter end….she has lied about things that will be hurtful to me, my wife, and my princess for a long time….I feel like I am living in the middle of my worst nightmare……
that is it in a nutshell…..I am sure details will unfold as I continue to write…….but for now, I have a headache….too much drama since I woke up this morning…….
forgot the most important item……my wife does not understand me….
..:: askdante
