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Sunday, 13 May 2012
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Happy Mother's Day....
I lost my mother to cancer on March 31 of this year....so this is the first Mother's Day with out her.......she loved so little and was happy if I just stopped by and delivered her favorite thing in the whole world......her granddaughter.....she never asked for expensive gifts, 5-star meals, or for me to stay too long........she truly and sincerely valued only the simplest things in life......and where ever she is, it is a better place because she is there.....
she me taught me something else......I guess something you can only teach a father......the most important mom in the world is the mother of your children......
Rest in Peace mom, love you, and miss you.....thanks for everything......
..:: dante
Sunday, 22 April 2012
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Currently
Dancing with the Devil: Confessions of an Undercover Agent
By Louis Diaz, Neal Hirschfeld
see relatedI'm back.....
it has been forever that I have been here.......but I think the time is right to be back, I have had a lot happen to me since the last time I have posted....and I am feeling that if I do not share my frustrations with someone my damn head is going to explode.
a few facts of the last few months....
I am getting old......in less than 1 year...I will be turning the big Four Zero.....
my brother is still on drugs...lies and lies and lies.....but certainly still uses....
my father has turned on me countless times....he is scared frail old man...driven by fear....never going to be me...
my mother has died of cancer......less than 1 month ago....3.31.2012...
my mother has also told lies to the bitter end....she has lied about things that will be hurtful to me, my wife, and my princess for a long time....
I feel like I am living in the middle of my worst nightmare......
that is it in a nutshell.....I am sure details will unfold as I continue to write.......but for now, I have a headache....too much drama since I woke up this morning.......
forgot the most important item......my wife does not understand me....
..:: askdante
Friday, 05 November 2010
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Currently
The Lost City of Z: A Tale of Deadly Obsession in the Amazon (Vintage Departures)
By David Grann
see relatedmy father
What will people that knew my father remember most about him when he is gone?
Most certainly that he is a douchebag, always was and will remain one until the day he dies. All he does is give my mother a hard time and she continuely defends him. He is in the hospital tonight because he had angiogram and stent put in the main artery to his heart......he is being his usual belligerent, nasty self, giving everyone a hard time, especially my mother who is riddled with cancer and has decided to spend the night with him, so that he does not have to be alone in the hospital........after almost 45 years of marriage....when they go there eternal separate ways, they will part for ever.......the kingdom of heaven belongs to her, he will burn in hell......he should spend his remaining time thanking God that I am not in charge.......he will spend the remainder of his misery in the shitiest nursing home I can find until Satan calls him home.........
have a nice weekend.........don't forget the NYC marathon on Sunday......someone day I am going to run it......but not this year.
..:: dante
Monday, 20 September 2010
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What's your favorite quote and why?
"Whatever dosen't kill you, makes you stronger"
I love it because it true, we grow, we learn, and we are better for our exoerinces, no matter how awful they may be.....
it feels good to be back...
..:: askdante
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Which memories from your childhood stand out the most? Please describe a few.
my dad being drunk and being a abusive cocksucker to me, my mother, and my brother.........lucky for me he has become an old, weak, and scared old man........see who gets the last laugh bitch....
..:: askdante
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