Kaboom is still the best cleaning product that the world has ever known.  I just used it to clean mildew from the grout in my shower.  It now sparkles brighter then the shower on the informercial.  I need to gets me some oxi-clean and orange glow.  Perhaps a stick of mighty-mend-it.  I need to catch a train. 

My brother is back from rehab and he is a bit of a Jesus freak.  What is about sobriety and dead jews?  Its like choclate and peanut butter.  No offense to religion, but it is a little more welcoming than I am comfortable with.  You need to earn trust over time. Drugs DO destroy families. 

please don't call me any more.  It has gotten to be much too painful.  All of your lies have hurt me deeper than you can imagine.  You have gotten what you wanted and you do not care about the cost.  I do not want what should be mine in the end.  All I want if everything you did to me to go away, and money can fix anything.  I promised when i left many years ago to always keep in touch, but you have turned me away with your lies and decpeption.  I know that you have been abused for many years and you have learned to be a survivor, but I can not endure the lies anymore.  You are old and sick and riddled with cancer and you have put in me in a situation where I can no longer feel bad for you, time is running out and I can tell by how you look at me and speak to me that we will never fix our relationship.  You will take your lies to the grave and I will carry the burden of your lies for the remainder of my life.  No matter how much I try to let it affect my life, I see the hurt that I carry seep into my daughter's soul, and for that dear mom, may you burn in hell.  P.S.  I am not that bad, I do the best that I can.